i dont think ill ever be able to move on from you?? its like

ive got all these really awesome friends who i know i can vent to, and they always make me feel better and honestly mkae me feel genuinely good about myself

but every time my thoughts turn to you and how you threw our relationship aside i just. get really sad. and i. want to leave for a very long time.

you were honestly everything to me. i can truly say that there was a time where my thoughts…never really left you? even when i was off doing something else, there would be little things that reminded me of you and id wonder how you were doing and id just. smile. because thinking of you, it genuinely made me happy

and now i see things that remind me of you and i want to crumble into nothingness.

i want to go back to being close with you so badly and you just wont. let me.