it’s literally baffling to me that there are people out there who are so willing to just toss aside their friends because their interests dont happen to line up at that precise moment

angela’s into teen wolf and im not, im into jojo’s and she’s not, but yet the two of us remain best friends. and that doesnt require us talking every day necessarily, because we’ve been best friends for five years now and we’re secure in our relationship

which is why people who cast off everyone who isnt involved in their current primary obsession are so confusing? humans aren’t single-interest creatures, there’s no reason why we cant talk about something that we DO have in common. and we do have a lot in common - we both opened each other up to a bunch of different things. things i still LIKE, but now they’re redolent with you and it hurts to think about them sometimes.

and you know what. this is passive aggressive. i’m so against passive aggression, because it’s so unfair to the other party - if you care about the relationship, you’d bring the issue up directly, right? but you’ve made it abundantly clear that we aren’t close for the time being, so if you don’t care about the relationship, then neither do i.

just don’t expect me to be here if you decide you want me back. i’ve been here, waiting for you, for so long, and you’ve done nothing but prove that we’re over.

i’m not your toy. i’m not here only when it’s convenient for you. i will always love you and always want the best for you, but i can’t allow myself to stagnate waiting for you.

so why can’t i stop crying over the shattered remains of what we once were?